Dreams and Paranoia

How Chris is not crazy yet with me waking up every couple hours is beyond me. I toss, turn, and throw the blanket. Then, I have the dreams about bleeding and I end up waking up like a freak and running to the bathroom just to be sure I am fine. Of course everything is ok, but seriously. I did not think it was possible to be more paranoid than I already am. What is going to happen once the baby is born? Dreams about kidnapping? I guess it never truly ends and I have been paranoid and nervous for years anyway so why not the rest of my life? I would like to ask for one night, just one. A calm, pleasant dream evening. Is that too much to ask for?

Ugh!!

Well, I had 3 days of nausea nonstop. I knew the couple days last week of feeling wonderful were a tease. This morning I am doing ok though. I may fall asleep standing up, but that's not too bad. : ) I wish I could stop these weird, random dreams. They make no sense. Some are scary and others are just odd.

Yawn......

My positive for the day is "Pumpkin muffins are back at Dunkin' Donuts!" I usually just drink a Carnation and eat a banana in the morning, but today I was too tired to care. I decided to stop in DD and grab a cup of tea and a bagel, but then I saw the muffins. Woohoo! I know it is not the breakfast of champions, but I think the baby really wanted one. ; )

I should explain "Ralph"

We were at a friend's house and discussing the upcoming pregnancy. The topic of names was brought up, of course. Chris and I agree on very few names and I was only joking around when I said "Ralph Macchio Renzi." I will never be able to forget it thanks to the multiple witnesses. I am a Ralph/Karate Kid fan, but not obsessed.

New to blogging

Day one of blogging. I don't really know what to say. I just wanted a place to put my thoughts down during this pregnancy. I am trying to save Chris from my insanity roller coaster. We have had 2 ultrasounds and saw Ralphie's little heart beating. We were also able to see the brain developing. At our last two appointments, we heard the heartbeat. That is the best sound EVER!!!
I still have some moments of nausea and I am extremely tired. The exhaustion turns me into an emotional train wreck. I even cried while watching "Over the Hedge" yesterday.
There are no cravings yet except for the random outbursts for fried chicken and milk shakes.
Chris has been great through all of this. I hope it keeps up after the baby is born. :)

I guess that is all for now. I will keep you posted on our little bean and how the hubby is dealing.