Falling behind

I don't keep up with this blog like I thought I would. Maybe it was the horrible mood I was in all weekend. Why bring everyone down with me right?
I do have to apologize to my hubby, who never reads this anyway, but at least I am making an effort to let others know that I feel bad. I have been miserable. He hears all of it. Whether I am uncomfortable, can't sleep, mad at people, or just frustrated about a paper out of place, he listens. I am sorry that I complain as much as I do and I promise I will change. He knows I tried on Monday, but the vets office is stupid! He asked to hear that story. Would you???

I have to drive to the vets office to get cat food for our never full furballs. It is prescription food that they have to have or they will just keep getting fatter. We finally got them at a proper weight. Anyway, every time I go something annoying happens. It is usually the obnoxious people behind the counter that go too slow and ignore the large line forming at the desk. This week was no different. I was in line and an employee walked in front of me as if I was not there. Don't tell me you can't see me. My belly is out there now and there is no looking away!! She proceeded to ask the people behind me, who had just arrived from the back room, if they were all set. Um, obviously not. She then walked around the counter and got on the phone with an owner. Fine, but 10 minutes later when I am still standing in line and you hang up the damn phone, I should be the one to be helped first! I was there first you stupid woman!!!!! Nope, she called the couple behind me. Now, they were wrong too. They could have said, "oh, she was here first," but God forbid someone is kind. I proceeded to give an annoyed glance while a new customer who smelled of week old alcohol, breathed down my neck and huffed and puffed. Gross. I was finally acknowledged by the other fool behind the counter. When all was paid for and done, I ran to my car and screamed. I called my sister and she just stayed quiet on the phone while I threw some F-bombs and other bad things out of my mouth. Another apology had to be made. AGH!!!!!
So, here I am now 2 days later, trying very hard to be a good person. It is holiday time and I know many people are stressed and tired, but you don't need to forget how to be an intelligent human being.

Baby info.....the name we thought we liked is probably not going to stick, he is beating up my insides today, I now pee 2+ times a night even if I stop drinking hours before bedtime, mild banana peppers and sour patch kids are needed to keep me and baby happy!