Some sad, some happy

Yesterday, was the 5 year mark since my father passed away. I was ok with it for awhile and then I went to the cemetery. It all becomes sort of surreal (is that the word) when you are there. Memories and thoughts came crashing down on you and the emotions are all over the place. I like to go there by myself so I can let it all out with no distractions. It took a few minutes to get myself together, but after that I was fine. There is a point when you need to move on and look forward. I am trying really hard to focus on the good things and not dwell on the horrific parts of the ordeal. If I didn't make an attempt at this, then I would make myself crazy. We did end the day nicely with a family dinner. No complaints about Wright's from me.

I also stayed awake for an entire baseball game!!! I have been falling asleep around the third inning, then wake up on and off until the 9th. Last night, I was determined. It was such a good game and I am so happy that I did not miss the World Series win. I would have been so mad. It would have been worse if I had stayed awake for the whole game and they lost. Then, I would have had to do it all over again tonight. Thank you Kielty for that homerun. I am pretty tired today because of it, but well worth it.

Baby news....this baby is a mover and a shaker. I don't know what in the world "Ralphie" is doing, but it is weird to feel it. I bought some new clothes to get me through a few more days of this cold weather, which I welcome since the humidity was disgusting. I am going to buy some pajama pants tonight since I am busting out of the seams on all of mine. Very interesting since I am gaining no weight, but clothes fit less. That's fine. The fun thing about maternity clothes is I don't have to try anything on. I am a medium and if it is a little big now, I will grow into it soon enough.

Well, I am hungry so I am off to get some cereal. Yum, cereal.....