Dreams and Paranoia

How Chris is not crazy yet with me waking up every couple hours is beyond me. I toss, turn, and throw the blanket. Then, I have the dreams about bleeding and I end up waking up like a freak and running to the bathroom just to be sure I am fine. Of course everything is ok, but seriously. I did not think it was possible to be more paranoid than I already am. What is going to happen once the baby is born? Dreams about kidnapping? I guess it never truly ends and I have been paranoid and nervous for years anyway so why not the rest of my life? I would like to ask for one night, just one. A calm, pleasant dream evening. Is that too much to ask for?